‘Are you sure we’re not in a movie?’: Freed hostage still stunned by IDF rescue

‘Enough with their families’ suffering,’ says Louis Har of remaining hostages; 71-year-old was abducted from Nir Yitzhak on Oct. 7, rescued from Rafah in daring February operation

File. Rescued hostage Louis Har speaks to Channel 12, March 12, 2024. (Screenshot)
File. Rescued hostage Louis Har speaks to Channel 12, March 12, 2024. (Screenshot)

An explosion woke Louis Har in the middle of the night and he rolled off his mattress seeking cover. This was it, he thought, expecting the building where he was being held captive to collapse.

Then came the massive gunfire. And someone shouted his name and called out: “It’s the IDF, we’ve come to take you home.”

It was surreal, Har said of his February 12 rescue by Israeli special forces after more than four months in Hamas captivity.

“On the way I even asked one of the soldiers — ‘Tell me, are you sure we’re not in a movie?’ Because I wasn’t sure. So much had happened. Is it real, is it not real?” Har said. “Even today, I don’t know what is real and what is not.”

Har, now 71, was taken hostage in Hamas’s October 7 attack on southern Israel. He and four relatives, one of them his partner’s teenage niece who brought her dog, were grabbed at gunpoint from a house in Kibbutz Nir Yitzhak and taken to Gaza.

The three female hostages were released during a weeklong November truce. Har and his partner’s 61-year-old brother, Fernando Marman, were held in a building in the southern city of Rafah until their rescue in February.

Five members of an extended family, Clara Marman, her partner Louis Har, and her siblings, Fernando Marman, Gabriela Leimberg and Gabriela’s daughter, Mia Leimberg, were taken captive on Saturday, October 7. Clara Marman, Gabriela and Mia Leimberg were freed on November 28, 2023. (Courtesy)

He recalled passing the days talking about things they wanted to cook or where they would travel. There were periods of depression when they retreated into themselves and did not speak or smile, he said.

That was when he imagined talking to and playing with his grandchildren. And being hugged by them.

“I felt it, on my body. And then the tears would start to flow,” he said.

Har spoke to Reuters from the Tel Aviv headquarters of the forum of families of hostages in Gaza. The residents of his community, like thousands of evacuees from Israeli border towns, have yet to return home.

The most important thing for now, he said, is the return of the remaining 130 hostages abducted that day.

From L-R: Gabriela Leimberg kisses her brother Fernando Marman, Clara Marman next to her partner Louis Har after the two men’s rescue by the IDF from Gaza, at the Sheba Medical Center February 12, 2024 (Courtesy)

“Enough with their families’ suffering,” he said. “It’s urgent. Every day that passes is terrible.”

Israel has said it will not end its war on Hamas until they are all freed.

Har said he at times wakes up in the middle of the night thinking of his captors. Or that a loud noise can trigger a painful memory.

“It’s impossible to just forget about it, like now I’m in Israel and we’re done. No, it’s inside.”

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